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Hmp. Just to see if anyone reads this....   
07:08pm 13/06/2005
  I HAVE A SUPER NEW LJ!
(WWW.LIVEJOURNAL.COM/~ANABELLE_X3)

ADD ME, READ IT, ENJOI.
<3 ANNIE
 
     
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever...
 
Well... I FINALLY got a car...   
02:14pm 05/06/2005
  Yeah. I have a new LJ...
www.livejournal.com/~anabelle_x3

add that one.
<3
 
     
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever...
 
R.I.P: Mrs. Nancy Corey   
09:40pm 21/05/2005
  Not much has happened since my last entry which was 1289753438643 years ago.
Ummm... yeah.
Tonight was my music marathon thing. kinda boring.
I'm going to admit that I really like Thomas.
Yeah, I hate how we act like we're dating like... every time we're together.
Umm... he was holding my hand when we were walking around the halls before Varsity choir practice.

Well, my schedule I suppose...
May 28th- Water skiing trip
June 1st- my birthday/ going out to dinner with Mindy
June 4th- Kinga's and Ashley's grad parties
June 12th- James' grad party
June 17th- Elena's grad/birthday party
June 25th- Jeff's grad party and Rhianna's birthday/grad party

ahhh....
 
     
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever...
 
Amazing love... how can it be? That you my King would die for me?   
06:12pm 28/04/2005
 
mood: crazy
I officially LOVE Madison Greene. Check them out @ www.madisongreene.com
They rock so hard. Austin's really getting me into these tribal bands.
They're pretty good actually. I'm also getting into the Seeds.

Ahhhhhhh.
Phil's on Friday
Rach's on Saturday
Lauren's baptism on Sunday

May 6th- Sleep over at the Collins'
May 20-something- Barbeque at the Wallis'..
gonna be awesome. He lives by a lake!
Lake= Canoeing with Austin :)
 
     
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever...
 
updating...   
04:49pm 17/04/2005
 
mood: creative
Well... my thoughts are on art right now actually.
Take the scholarship or not?
I have no clue.

I just started my project today.
For those of you who don't know, it's my surrealism project.
It's a picture of a guy and a girl.
The girl is pulling her shirt wide open and there's a big gaping hole in her chest. Through the hole you can see the guy is crushing her heart with his bare hands. yea, it's bloody, and yes, it's crazy.

It represents high school relationships.
One person is always crushing the other's heart and in this case the guy is.
So my point is the guy is crushing her heart and doesnt care about her at all.
The girl is letting him because she's too busy trying to make it work out than to realize he's a jerk and she should leave him.

yes. if you don't like it then you suck.
I just tell it like it is.

I totally feel better today.
I just have a scratchy throat but it's okay cause I'm a lot better than friday.
Whereas, I was dying and my eyes were bloodshot.. lol
 
     
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever...
 
Here's a summary of last night   
05:10pm 09/04/2005
 
mood: sleepy
Austin got mad at me for talking to another guy.. umm.. hello? we're not dating, Austin.

See. what happened was, I was talking to Tommy about me and Austin's whole.. relationship and where Tommy thinks it's headed. Well, Austin was just.. spying on us from Phil's loft and went postal on me last night for talking to Tommy. He got so upset with me he didn't say goodbye last night. he just left! hmp! jerk.

Well.. it was probably 1 ish this morning and Me, Nick, Phil, Maddie, Carol, Ash, Alex, Tommy, Stephen, and Jake headed out to the T.A (truck stop) We were in the diner talking and what not. There were a few kids from school there who were either drunk outta their minds or stoned off their faces. it was crazy. Me and Nick noticed that either one of us were talking to anyone at the long long table all of us were at so me and Nick grabbed a booth in the corner away from everyone. We had a nice conversation actually. I'm starting to get really smitten with him. He kinda made it obvious he wanted me to call him this weekend. He was like- "hey! do you wanna come to church with me next sunday?!!?" lol. it was cute. and he was just like- "yeah.. call me ANYTIME. I never do anything so yeah.. but you're gonna have to teach me to get through your subdivision because it's super crazy."

Yeah... it's kinda like... you know a guy wants to be friends if he just gives you his house number.. but you can tell a guy is kinda interested if he gives you both his house and cell numbers, tells you to call him anytime, and says he wishes you didn't have to leave so soon.

But yeah, I left the T.A about 2ish because Bruce happened to be there DRUNK OUT OF HIS SKULL. I think so little of him now.. like.. seriously. It was upsetting how he was acting towards me being with Nick and stuff..

<3 Farewell
 
     
1 Killed Me| I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever...
 
yay for boredom..   
03:26pm 03/04/2005
 
mood: calm
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I'm dating Topher Grace?
I could live with that.
I think he's super cute <33
 
     
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever...
 
::sighs::   
08:46pm 02/04/2005
  Should I tell Austin?
The spasms are killing me!
 
     
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever...
 
   
09:08pm 01/04/2005
 
mood: contemplative
I've been very comtemplative lately...
here's lyrics by Pictures of Annie

[for me (you left)]
and what i felt before was wrong
i told myself all along
these familiar feelings take away the pain

and with this reason to rebel
i told you everything that i felt
you turned and sighed and said you
couldn't feel a thing

for me...

and i lost another wish in all of this
it makes it hard for me to see why you can say
you left me...

and in my silence i will rest
keep my feelings depressed
in my heart so broken i wish that you had never spoken
those words of insincerity
could you possibly have been there
for me

and i lost another wish in all of this
it makes it hard for me to see why you can say
you left me

and what i felt before was wrong
i told myself all along
these familiar feelings take away the pain

and with this reason to rebel
i told you everything that i felt
you turned and sighed and said you
couldn't feel a thing--for me

and i lost another wish in all of this
it makes it hard for me to see why you can say
you left me
 
     
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever...
 
I UPDATED FOR YOU!   
06:56pm 28/03/2005
  I met Kerri's new beau today. hmmm...
Let's see. She and Tabitha picked me up about 7:45ish.
We get goign towards the airport, meet up with Chris and all that jazz.
Then we headed out to IHOP,
Then to Kerri's.
Then some other places that I can't recall.
Oh wait. now I remember.
Best Buy, Jamba juice, back to Kerri's, Jewel, back to Kerri's, Starbucks,
and then they dropped me off cause I hadda do some stupid stuff here.
but yeah, it was an eventful day.

Now for the best part: WHAT I THINK OF CHRIS----

Well, I was pretty irritated today to tell you the truth.
And at one point or another I wanted to stab him.
BUT his intentions were good.
He's a nice kid.
and yeah. he likes crappy music.
But that's ok cause I'm not dating him.

YEP. everyone knows my opinion counts cause "I cannot tell a lie"
yes. I pulled a George Washington.

Farewell you disgusting love-struck lazy bums. <3
 
     
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever...
 
my strange Easter experience.   
08:50pm 27/03/2005
  you know, someone left me some Easter eggs on my bed today.
But it wasn't my mom or my step-father.

They left early this morning and so did my brother.
So it was me and my sister home by ourselves today.

I got up at about 10.
She got up at about noon.
I went upstairs to get my bible around 2.
And i saw Easter eggs on my bed and thought maybe mom left them there before she left.
But no one came into my room that morning.
it wasn't my sister because she doesn't really give stuff.

so yes, it's rather a mystery.
maybe it was the easter bunny.
maybe it was Jesus.
maybe my parents are trying to freak me out.

either way, whoever gave them to me, thanks. lol
 
     
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever...
 
Kerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrri   
04:11pm 27/03/2005
  can we go shopping on Michigan Avenue or Water Tower Place while we're in Chicago after we pick up your bf?!?!?!
PLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEASE?!
 
     
2 Killed Me| I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever...
 
Phil, I'm so glad you've got a spider head   
09:04pm 18/03/2005
  I'm so disappointed in Austin...

Tonight was just another wasted night.
I do all my chores,
I clean up like crazy,
I try to get my brother and sister to chillax for once,
And I pretty much try to make things go smoothly when my mom gets home.

But Austin being the most clueless person I know decides to go to the truckstop with Phil and totally forgets that he said he's pick me up for musical tonight. Yeah. great. The one night I can go, I can't anymore.

I promised everyone I'd watch them to make up for me not even trying out in the first place cause I was too chicken to do so.

yeah.. ::sighs::
I really shoudn't be mad at Austin about this but it's kinda of hard not to be.
I love the kid to death but HE IS SUCH A BLONDE.
 
     
3 Killed Me| I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever...
 
Phil rocks my socks   
07:04pm 10/03/2005
  Today was fine with the exception of being oh so sick at school.
I was nauseated, I had a headache, and it sucked.

Austin left for Colorado after 2nd block.
I'm hoping he made it okay out in the snow.
I wrote him a letter which ASHLEY teased me about in Art.
Yes, well, 'take care my dear' was my favorite part too.
And I'll say it again for the readers at home...
I'm going to miss Austin.
But he'll be back on Sunday! ^_^

So! Tomorrow... Going out to Phil's.
Gonna hang with the guys: Nick, Alex, The Tommy, Richie... etc.
It'll be awesome.
Hopefully we'll have a blast.

Farewell<3

" I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever "
 
     
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever...
 
The Company, The Comfort, The Grave   
04:18pm 06/03/2005
 
mood: sleepy
Church was fine today.
It was basically me, Alex, Lauren, and Mr. & Mrs. Collins
Fun stuff.
We went to Portillo's afterwards.

Alex was telling me about last night...
It makes me feel great to know that Austin cares about me as much as I care about him and that we're in each other's prayers.
It's great, cause that's all I really wanted from Austin.
I'm also glad Alex, Jaque, Meagan, Phil, Tommy, and Nick care about me too. I Love them all so much.

Yeah, I'm just.. so tired right now.
Last night I went bowling and didn't get back til 2..
To top it all off, I didn't sleep til 3 and I had to get up at 6:30 this morning.
Woot. 3 and a half hours of sleep is great.
I just don't wanna sleep cause I don't wana end up falling asleep late and being tired for school... ick.

Tomorrow, when I see Austin, he's going to get the biggest hug ever. :0)
I Love that kid.

Farewell <3

"God save this gunslinging generation."
 
     
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever...
 
So Dry Your Eyes, It's Better Now It's Done   
05:25pm 28/02/2005
 
mood: blah
So, my art project is going well.
I finished drawing myself...
Just gotta do the value scales and what not.
It'll be rad.
I'll post a picture up on here when I'm done.

For some reason, I really just.. am so depressed.
I have no idea why.
It's one of those days where you're like- "everything sucks"
Other than the fact I'm still trying to figure out my life,
I've got no reason to feel this way.
But I DO feel this way.
Not too cool now, is it?

Well, I read Austin's article today.
And might I add, it was a mighty fine article.
I totally agree with everything he said.
It was like he was reading my mind.
It was crazy.
I never really cared much for reality tv, anyway.

Well, I can't wait to get all my artwork back from Mrs. LaRue at the end of this year.
It's gonna be cool when mom gets the frames and put them up.
Cause yeah, like, we DO have a few months left and what not.
By the end of the year, I'd have a bunch of projects done.
So yeah. I'm gonna work my butt off in Art.
As well as my other classes.
But my effort in Art is going to be huge so my projects can go in the salon.

Yeah... McDizzle says my grade dropped to a B+ in Government.
Not good...
So I'm gonna have to work at that so it's an A again.
As a matter-of-fact, you guys, I'm getting straight A's [except in Gov't]
That's pretty good considering I'VE NEVER DONE THAT BEFORE!
And my GPA is currently like.. 3.75ish.
I'm sure it'll bump up my GPA a bit, don't you think?
Just hope I can do good this semester and next year.

Life is moving faster than I'd expected.
I hope I can keep up.

Farewell <3
 
     
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever...
 
Dearest, I'll Meet You in the Hollows   
05:37pm 27/02/2005
 
mood: cranky
Last night was alright.
Hung out with Rach.
Watched Resident Evil 2: Apocalypse.
It was alright.

x3
 
     
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever...
 
I missed you, Kerri my dear.   
10:57pm 25/02/2005
  Yeah well, I hung out with Kyle.
Fun.
We walked around Geneva Commons and talked about everything imaginable.
I visited Kerri and got food. ^_^ yum
Then Kyle and I walked around to almost every store.

After that, we went to Krispy Kreme.
Yay for donuts.
Then we went to Steve's.

Hung out there for a bit and talked about current events.
Lots of laughs.

Then I came home and yeah.. that's it.
 
     
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever...
 
Dignity and Money   
05:13pm 25/02/2005
  McDizzle wasn't at school today. I think he's trying to cope with how crappy our 4th block Gov't class is.
Yeah, basically eveyone in there except me, Tommy, Brad, Vince, and Laura are like.. total pot heads and don't take anything seriously...
But yeah. McDizzle's taking the class back from Ms. Barnes and teaching us for the rest of the semester.
Don't get me wrong, I love that man, but gosh is he a tyrant.

Anywho, Talks with austin always tend to cheer me up. Especially since I have the biggest crush on him...
::sighs::
But I've decided that dating is a sport that I cannot win so I've putting it on hold for a while.
And a while means a few years.
Seriously.
I think I'm turning into Austin.
But hey, oh well, he's become my best friend over these past few weeks.

Well, mom's salon's almost done. Just gotta do the floor moldings and bam! finished.
I'm also glad mom's gonna put up my artwork.. it's gonna be slammin.

<3 Annie
 
     
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I feel so lost.   
09:08pm 23/02/2005
  youth group was good tonight.
I love Austin... he's helped me through so much.

R.I.P, Rich Lacey.
::sighs::

<3
 
     
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever...